Saturday, January 06, 2007

b.r.e.a.k.a.w.a.y

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall downI'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd prayI could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
dYna : and break away...

Part 2 : Review & Re-wish.

Things worth remembering for the year 2006:

1. the year began with me having my Mr. (after 10 months of waiting, finally, he's mine! hehe ;p)
2. the wonderful trip to Korea
3. me, turning 24, gracefully in May
4. achieved the Beijing trip
5. convocation in August
6. was so lost beginning Sept i think. Cant recall ;p
7. went to Beijing in Dec
8. job-hunt

Things that i wish for the year 2007:

1. a much better year than the last one
2. it's a 'simpan-duit' year! got a BIG plan next year. hehe ;p
3. a strong career development
4. will try to remember everyone's birthday this year =)
5. wanna get closer to Him
6. physically fit! (i miss the pool ;p)
7. all the things Mr.HantuAyam said i should wish for, otw to KK! ;p
8. most of all, to be closer to all my loved ones


dYna : owh, am beginning the year with a trip to Singapore next week! yeeeaaa ;p

Friday, January 05, 2007

Part 1: TheTruth.TheWholeTruth.NothingButTheTruth.

well, everybody seems to write about new year.yeah, dh new year, of course lar kan. as i am in the course of being 'everybody', so here we go. my new year post.

as much as i dont want to write this, but i think it is only fair that i do. this new year, means whole-lot more to me than just another year. it is a change of phase. one of the biggest i ever have in my 25 (omigosh!!) years of living. Sigh! (deep breathe!)

after 12 months,i have decided to have a career-change. It was a very tough-time deciding. Previously i was attached to a multi-level marketing company, Elken Sdn Bhd. There is completely nothing wrong with it. As a matter of fact, it has took me to Korea and Beijing, within a year, upon achieving the company targeted sales. But as the saying goes, never involved too close with a family member, especially in business. i do not wish to elaborate further on this as it wont do any good to anybody. All i can say, sometimes, when ur best is not good enough, and never will be, u just gotta do something about it...to have to leave from giving my full commitment to the company, hit me deeper than ever. It's hard to let go something that u really love doing, and have done it wholeheartedly. (ok, maybe it is argueable-lar that i have gave my best. but at least i think i have tried to give my best here).

so,i began my new year with a new job. back to where life was suppose to be, before Elken came in the picture. i applied something from my background, utilising my degree. i joined one of a prestige overseas financial institution. Main reason : they pay very well. (anything less than my expected salary, i might as well go back to do Elken aite? ;p). It is almost double compare to the average rate of fresh graduates. i have never applied for a job before. This is my 1st. And everything was settle within 14days. Believe it or not, i get a replied after 2 days posting my cv online, i was accepted at the very 1st interview i went. Not bad huh? hehe. Guess my degree really laku lar, harhar ;p (and people are complaining about NOT getting a job? rubbish!).

Working is not bad after all. In fact, it was interesting. On my 3rd day, which was Friday, the department held an after office New Year celebration party at a private club. So damn happening! Remind me of my clubbing days haha. (so the stuff written on Cleo is so true after all ;p). Most of my colleagues are chinese. Few very sporting malays and indians. It was so much fun. i know i will have a blast working with em. Actually i wear the good impression all along, from the very 1st call i received from them.

I have the feeling that i will be here for a while. If i were ever to have another job change, i think i will go back to Elken.A definite. Though deep down, i really am missing my old job like crazy, i know this is something i have to do for myself. So God, bless me please.

dYna : to me : all the best! ;-)